I miss the feeling of not being alone.

I am contented. I am happy with what I have. As the human being I am, I'll always ask for more, and probably something better. But I'm contented. Still happy. Still thankful for what God has given me and what He didn't give me.


I don't deny sometimes I wish He didn't bring you back into my life again. But I'm really thankful He did. I just wish.. He would do that again.




Happy April's fool to you xo

I once couldn't understand why he said he cannot do this. Cannot do this with me. Not just me but anyone. Each time I've been asked why, I can't explain his reasons, 'cos I myself don't get it either but I respect his decisions.



Who knew, few years down the road, I'm in his position, telling someone else the same thing he said when he told me why we can't be in love.


I never intended to hurt anyone. Definitely not you.




I finally understood how he felt then. Whether he felt something for me or not, I don't know. I hope he did because what I felt for him then was something so strong, even right now, the sound of his name will still put a smile on my face.

Hey you, hope it's nice where you are x

I don't know why I still do.

Sunday night

I spend most Sundays at home, rotting half my life away and dwelling over the fact that 24 hours only lasts so long and by the end of it, Monday is here. I try to make full use of the time by dating my TV + bed, the best companions ever.




Last Sunday we watched No Strings Attached.
This Sunday we spent the evening at Starbucks putting on weight like what I have on me is not enough. But cheesecake + coffee is so good & irresistible.  The weather was fab. Love the chilly, after-rain feeling :)




What happened to Japan made me strongly believe that the world is going to end. I don't know what's gonna happen next. But look at Japan, Libya & the Philippines. How can I not believe that one day this whole place will be gone and none of us will live? If people repent, we could all be saved. But guess what? If 100 of us repent, the rest of you from the 6.8 billion world population don't, what's the point? This place is STILL going down.

How sad, isn't it?

Yishun dam

Some people are such bitches. Pushing the blame, using vulgarities on people. How do you even live with yourself?

Never mind about my bad day at work.


Met up with Sass, Shyan, Tricia & Wenn at Serangoon Gardens after work. I feel like I'm addicted to taking cabs :| once again. I really need to have some self control! Spending way too much on transport.

Prata > chee cheong fun > desserts > Yishun Dam > Home

Thanks for the company guys <3
Really needed to talk & laugh. Other than work, that's all I do.

Everyone is afraid that no one will attend their birthday parties. So am I. What if I was expecting 50 and a handful of.. let's say 5. Only 5 came!? I'll be the first person to die of sadness/rejection.



Finally slept at 3am. Came to work like freaking zombie! Two cups of cofee & one can of Redbull but still mad sleepy. Jeez!

Drop out of sight & getaway

A getaway is good every once in a while to keep me sane & remind me that things are actually not so bad but it's just me, I made them look bad.



While I'm away, take this time to miss me.
Don't forget x