Tuesday, July 19, 2011

I miss this

I miss this so much. I would do anything to have this back. I would do anything for you to want me the same way again.

I miss the you who wanted me.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Second attempt asking my date out...

"You. Me. Date. Monday."
"Ahahhahahaah yes"

And aced it ;)
Bottom line? I'm too awesome, she cannot resist me.

Thursday, June 30, 2011


Today I have my resignation letter typed out. Have never felt so happy typing one. What a relief!

One more month bitches! Back to sleeping 12 hours a day and hanging out till late whoohoo!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

A month ago,

Today we sat outside ION Orchard and I said the things I thought no one would ever hear of. The things that even my best friend don't know about. Saying them out loud made me look silly but it changed my life in a heartbeat.

Imagine if things were to turn around then. I wouldn't be here. I probably wouldn't have so many things to look forward to. I wouldn't have met good friends like Amalina, Cherisa and Michelle. I would never be interested in SUTYA. I wouldn't know picnic for two can be so much fun. I wouldn't have known there is so much to do to make a film but the whole process is worth it. I would have never sent anyone home, and tuck them into bed before I leave. I probably wouldn't have been a producer in someone's film. I probably wouldn't be happy right now.

Even though we didn't spend today the way we planned out, I am still glad we spent today together :) and I'm sorry for neglecting your feelings. You know I care about you more than anyone I can think of. Never ever doubt that.

Happy first, darling ♥

Friday, June 10, 2011

On the verge of crying. Need my best friend here. This hurts so much I can't talk about it to just anyone.

Work drove me nuts. I did everything I could to unfuck things but still ended up screwing up. Each time I try to salvage it ends up worse than before. I have no idea what I should do, what I shouldn't be doing anymore. I'm scared. I hate making mistakes and I have made so many in the past two weeks I just wanna hide myself and die. I wish someone understands why the fuck am I crying over work, why I get so worked up, why I work so hard.

I don't just wish for anyone to understand. I wish you understand.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Happy birthday Joy :)

Thank you for last night! I had fun, I hope you did too :)
"Can I ask you something about films?"
"Ya what?"
"Wanna watch one with me?"