Monday, December 20, 2010

"Whatever life gives you, even if it hurts you, just be strong & act like the way you always do. Because strong walls will shake but never collapse."

I'm not okay.

After four weeks of living in denial, pretending to be okay, I have finally come to terms that I'm not alright. I'm tired of acting like I'm okay, tired of pretending it's okay & I don't need anyone. I want to talk about it but the words only flow when I'm alone. I wish I could talk about it.

And the only person I know I can spill all of these to without a worry is someone who knows my story, whom I don't even know. I don't know if I'm ready to go back to that place again.

Wish I could drain every drop of negativity that is running through veins. Every single drop.

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